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My Sister-in-law Hilary took this picture of Elizabeth- isn't it Gorgeous? The lighting is beautiful- as is Elizabeth!

There is another baby boom going on and this time I feel strangely at peace. Maybe it's because I had morning sickness for a month recently and I remember too vividly how it felt. Maybe it's because I don't really want to be pregnant in the heat of the summer and think later would be better.

But, most of all, I had a thought. A calming, quiet thought.

It wasn't the right time for our baby to come to our family.

It wasn't me. It wasn't something that I did or didn't do.

And it's okay that we've had to wait such a long time.

Because babies are worth waiting for.

This is my blog. My name is Megan Abbott.

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